Waiting on wisdom

I wonder what happened to me. I never used to be like this. I never used to be... pathetic. It's time for a change, but I don't know how to make that change, or what that change should be. Major life changes should be easier understood... that's the trade-off for how hard the process of the life change will be.


Outstanding Observations of the World Cup

USA fan's poster: "Where is the quarterback?"
North Korea fan's poster: "Kim Jong Il thinks I'm at work!"
Thomas Jefferson and George Washington appear to be attending the USA/Slovenia game today.
England's goalie may as well have curtsied the USA's goal in.
Denmark kicked the ball into their own goal. Way to be.


not listening, or listening too much

I am not what I profess to be. I am not lacking jealousy, and I am not proficient at Spanish anymore -- at least I don't think I'm proficient anymore. How would I know? I am not selfless, and I am not tranquil, nor am I an avid reader and writer. I am not always timely. I am not clear on what I'm doing. I am not doing what I want. I am not fat and I am not ugly.

I am not what others say I am. I am not pathetic and I am not selfish. (It is not my fault.) I am not stupid. I am not happy taking the easy way. I am not a bitch.

I'm just... conflicted, but who isn't?