I am looking forward to this weekend, but a certain specific part of it makes me intensely nervous. If I spend this entire weekend on pins and needles because of this singular specific part, it will be wasted. So, I have to bear some things in mind:
1. Hanging out with my ex does not have to be a complete mess. If it starts to look that way, I am a grown woman, and I can leave.
2. I don't need to be angry. Hopefully nothing happens to make me angry, and hopefully there is no talk of things that really messed me up in the past, so hopefully I can avoid feeling angry.
3. Nothing is the same.
Those are really easy, and if I mess this up, it's going to reflect really poorly on me.
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